…do I deserve the fans I gained on Newgrounds, all the awards, frontpages, good reviews?… it makes me wonder if my fans are actually real and all they want is just some clout. Velocity is the only song that I feel that MIGHT have been worth something. I know my quality, it’s not good, and you can’t lie, compare me with literally anyone else on Newgrounds, and tell me which stuff do you like more. I just feel a lot of the stuff I’ve gained here is out of pity and just a small way to make me recognized, even though I might not even deserve it in the first place. Taintedlogic states I’ve gotten better… just cause I can run faster doesn’t mean I’m gonna get on the pedestal, it doesn’t even mean I’m gonna pass anyone… it just means I’m only slightly better then what I was a year ago.

sorry for venting again, you probably think it’s annoying, but I just wanted to put this out there, that’s all.