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I’m scared

Posted by Creeperforce24 - 2 weeks ago

For the past week I’ve been feeling strange, anxious, and just purely terrified. I’m doing my best to push forward and have been doing my best every single day… but somewhere deep it just feels I might be die soon. Probably not, hopefully not, but it’s a possibility, it always is.

I don’t mean to sound corny or any dumb ah shi, but part of the reason I’ve been crying my eyes out is… you. No matter how but you always support me, you make me want to keep going, keep improving, and keep trying. I can’t promise I’ll live forever, but I can promise I’ll try my best to…

I love you all.

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CalamityGanon 2025-03-05 15:39:52

While death is inevitable and can't be prevented. You should enjoy life to the fullest doing what you love. If anyone tells you otherwise, they're just a dick. Being sad is just part of natural emotions, it's a way of expression. Stay safe, man.

EmsDeLaRoZ 2025-03-05 15:44:17

Death is always at the corner, and is always a possibility, but is never something intended until it actually happens. Keep having fun buddy, that's what life's for

Placeholder456 2025-03-05 15:48:10

DUDE!!! If you ever die, I'll miss you :( U r such a nice man!

crispybatteryacid 2025-03-05 17:21:15

what do you mean die 😭 are you ill or something?

Creeperforce24 2025-03-05 17:21:15

Probably not, but sometimes it feels like it

CasualBreather 2025-03-05 17:25:12

Anxiety is very hard to fight against ! It's a long time fight. I send you strenght for your hidden battles !! I hope you will live long !

Creeperforce24 2025-03-05 17:25:12

Thanks man… I’m doing this for people like you.

Finasty 2025-03-05 17:54:06

You should fight for your ultimate answer

Creeperforce24 2025-03-05 17:54:06

I always fight as hard as I can, but sometimes I fall too… it’s not whether you fall or not, it’s whether you get back up!

NeonSkiesOfficial 2025-03-05 21:50:11

You made a difference to me. To so many people. Your review on my track early on in my musical career really impacted me and pushed me forward. Do you feel actually sick or just depressed? Depression hits us all. Believe me, I know. Just keep fighting. Things WILL get better if you do. But if you're physically ill, then I hope for the best.
Stay strong man. I hope you make it

Creeperforce24 2025-03-05 21:50:11

I think it’s moreso anxiety and just the fact that I was inactive physically for a long time… it was a sign that I needed to exercise more and be more active… I’m pretty sure I won’t die, but it’s really scary that I just felt off. I’m doing pretty alright now, I just walked a good amount. I think I just need to get back into shape… thanks for your support, friend.

NeonSkiesOfficial 2025-03-05 21:56:02

I'm so glad to hear that. It really relieves me. I've seen so much depression here, and frankly, it just scares me. But I hope your exercises work

Creeperforce24 2025-03-05 21:56:02

Yeah, same, plus I’m only 16, and I checked with my school nurse, and apparently I’m as healthy as can be :D

Dynamic0 2025-03-06 00:41:34

I hope you'll get better, fingers crossed

TheFandomKid 2025-03-06 01:03:22

This must be really tough for you but I wish you solely the best and to keep on going, you can't be put doen easily and U know it :)

Creeperforce24 2025-03-06 01:03:22 (Updated 2025-03-06 01:05:53)

You said you were going through something similar? I believe, honestly most of it is just fear, I’ve been feeling pretty relatively well recently, so I think I’m getting better. I think I just need to get more exercise and shi. Eat healthier and fix my atrocious posture XD

TheFandomKid 2025-03-06 08:39:06

@Creeperforce24 Wish you the best for your mission, soldier 🫡

chillzozen 2025-03-06 16:47:34

as papyrus would say: I BELIEVE IN YOU!
we all have your back man. You a great person. And I'm glad you're here.

Creeperforce24 2025-03-06 16:47:34

Same to you

Snikio 2025-03-07 04:48:44

Thank you for sharing your thoughts with us, I'll always there for you!

OVERSCORE 2025-03-15 01:19:18

Anxiety is a pain, but not one unique to you. We’ve all been there, and we all want to help you through this as well! Sorry I’m late!

Creeperforce24 2025-03-15 01:19:18

Thank you… thank you, I seriously appreciate you man

OVERSCORE 2025-03-15 01:25:17

@Creeperforce24 Anytime! I appreciate you too, you have a special way of being everyone’s best friend that is truly a gift. And because of that, you are going to get a TON of support throughout your life, no matter the circumstance!

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