Hey man… I get it, don’t overwhelm yourself, that’s the worse thing you can do, I did it once with an art piece, ended up with me and a nosebleed that had me stuck to the couch for the whole day. So don’t overwork yourself, get your life sorted out. But always remember we are always here, and we will do anything we can to help you feel better.
Even if it is weird music (to you) I am a big fan of the absurd, so I genuinely love this, it actually sorta reminds me of some of Preds songs in a way, mainly his songs Skyless and Skyward. Great work, I hope you can make more stuff like this in the future.